i love baby.. i'm lost........................................................................................................................

Last paper on Thursday! =) meeting Shain Yang after that to watch the long awaited movie for me! ARVATAR! =D damn. I need a break from all the stress from school exams. haha. these 2 weeks i been through 'hell'. Luckily my degree course is starting in AUG! HAHA! =D

I can work and earn some nice cash. well! seriously, I need time a catch of breathe to have a real laugh and enjoyment after EXAM! damn because of this, i can't really enjoy my Christmas and new year as my satisfaction is not being maximize!! knn. Actually i quite like the theories of Economics haha it's interesting. The things that we learnt in school can actually be reflect and use it to describe our life. For example, 'Decision Making Process' can help us make a wise decision in searching for a partner in life and Staffing Process of 'Recruitment & Selection' can help us to select the best gf/bf. HAHA. its fun.

Actually i like Modules like HRM(aka human capital) and Marketing lol. its interesting la and i feel less stress doing its exam papers. when comes to IT and Maths. damn, I'm as good as a roasted chicken. haha.

I'm going for a hair cut coming Friday! yes yes! thinking whether should i perm it or not. I am so nervous okie! damn. okie. it's late. gonna rest. good night! =D

Exams coming next week on 4th and 7th of Jan. Totally not in the mood for any celebration. should i say the exams come at the wrong time or Christmas and New Year day are set on the wrong date? haha. damn, i just got to accept that it's life. Life is always a struggle. From the moment we were free from our mother's womb, before we knew it, we got caught in a cycle called life. we need to study and work for money in order to satisfy our needs and wants.

Problems are around us everyday, sometimes I wonder if 'freedom' is just a word which could only exist in fiction books and dreams. I really wanna go to a place where money is not so important in life and studies are only meant for people who got the interest to pursue. studying is a waste of time, and money is the cause of stress and conflict.

What are we actually working towards in life? and What are we supposed to accomplish before we die? NB! CB! The demands and economies of this generation is setting standards to how a successful man should be. without paper qualifications and money, you are as good as dead. So guys! to be happy, please waste 4 years being hardworking to get a good degree in order to enjoy life for the next 50years or more.

Times fly fast after we turn 20. i'm going to be 23 next year sept. well, life these days seems cool and fun with friends and classmates around yeah. When there is good, its normal to have bad. we need both to gain equilibrium and balance in life. one thing good about experiencing negative issues/problems is that we are able to learn and grow from it. that's what we can't gain from 'good'.

YES! I'm leaving to Bintan now and the ride is at 2pm. =( actually I'm not very excited about it as for 2reasons; money and terrorist. fuck man. I guess I'm always lucky haha, so I'll try and enjoy myself over there.

I work up at 10.30am, had my breakfast which mummy bought then i wash up myself after that. did a quick packing of stuffs that I'll need over there from later in the evening till Sunday morning.

iIbought quite along of things yesterday, bought some instant noodles, 1 shampoo and shower cream, and disposable underwater camera. I'll do more updates when I'm back. meanwhile!! friends! please take care k. we should do more catch up after I'm back haha. =)

Today is rather a 'happening' day, haha and let me talk about it.

Months ago my IPhone wasn't working properly as in the buttons are not senstive to normal pressure of pressing. i have to press harder for it to sense it. so!! ya, my phone is spoil. lol. Then days ago i went down to the Singtel Communication Centre to try and repair it, the guy at the service counter told me that they do not do servicing for IPhone but they have the policy of replacing a new one for the damaged one, and guess what?! lol. i got a new IPhone lol and i just got it today.

Went down to meet my MDIS classmats as we're having term break now for a week. Raymond, franko, and i was like disturbing Joanna's with her phone theatening to call her 'admirer' using it, and yes, we did call and she got angry and she left without a word. that was like 'omg' ok. well!! that's a young girl for you. haha. what's so sensitive about calling that guy and even if its wrong to call, she don't need to leave without saying a word.

After that we head our way to collect my phone and we parted. haha. i had my dinner with Raymond at Kovan eating chicken rice, before that we were walking around at HeartLand Mall.

After dinner, Raymond drove me back to my house and i got home to fix Eunice's present as the wrapping paper don't seems to stick well with the scotch tape. yeah. about 15mins later i was out again with the present driving my way to Eunice's house.

It has been nearly a year since the last time i saw her, she was still the same haha, anyway i called her upon reaching her block. =) We talked for about 40mins doing updates on what we're doing recently yeah and it was nice.

Was expecting Darling to come my house after her lesson but she didn't and that was so sad. well! its okie after we talked on the phone haha.

**Quick updates**
Watching Harry Potter later in the evening.
Going Bintan on thursday and will be back on Sunday.
I still love my Darling as much even when the fact is that she is still a very naughty girl!